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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
feeling low, getting pissed,
all this talk and this shit;
makes me angry inside,
'cause i have nothing to hide;
i just knew something's wrong,
'cause this wait, seems so long;
when you did admit it,
told myself to just chill;
but i can't and i won't,
slash myself, hear me groan;
the blood splatters around,
as i fell to the ground;
pick myself, off the floor,
throw my weight on the door;
oozing out of the wound,
the colour change to maroon;
sat myself on the bed,
i just cry and i said;
"fuck this shit, and this world!"
took a chair and i hurl;
cried again and again,
the pain just won't go away;
felt like my chest was dug,
and my heart taken out;
and be thrown in an abyss,
down it goes and felt so pleased;
as i struggled on two feet,
with a hole that's dug so deep;
took a knife from the sink,
feel the blade on my chin;
i went down to my neck,
as i position the knife;
one last cut, to the throat,
as i slid, i felt bold;
on the floor, where i drop,
goodbye world, thanks a lot...
~Fucked Up~
*~__ Afa Romeo ___ ~*
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