first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Cute Devil

Monday, September 27, 2004

hmm. wow. she wrote that? woo. cant believe it. but she did. she says im not happy with her or sth? m i? last i check, she was the one who don't want to contact me. did i take it out on her? hmm. no. i just leave. quietly. hmm. did i pelt insult at her that much? woah. hmm. i don't think so. she loves to exagerrate. do i care? she got the feeling. and she ask him. hmm. is it true? or does she have a spy to track my every move? i am trying to move on. but can i? hmm. she seems to know more than she have to. is someone betraying me? is it one of my friend? or my cousin? hmm. should i confront the person? what will i do then? hmm. do i really care what she have to say? do i want to care? did i make life hard for her? hmm. i did move on. but did she? she says she is trying. but hmm. how can she be when she confronts him? is it jealousy? hatred? hmm. but. must i do what she did? send people to track her down? is it worth it? do i really care that well? hmm. after all that have settle, do i still want to be with her? hmm. is she possessive? is she out of control? tsk tsk tsk. the complex mind of that person. God only knows.

haha. woke up real late today. hmm. well, no. quite early also ah. around 6.30am. but i reach Marsiling around 7.30am. haha. waited for Bil till arnd 8. we slack till 9.30am. haha. and proceed for class at 10am.

dmd was surprisingly interesting as we learn bout authorware. haha. Bil was exposed by Marvin when he bent over to insert his thumbdrive at the back of the CPU. had a few laughs. haha. everyone was needing my help for the assessment. haha. funny how one "quit" button can cause such a major ruckus. hehe.

gave Nora a chocolate after me, Shahul and Nabil laugh our ass off at her stupidity. it really hurts me ah to see her getting hurt by our constant insults pelting at her. haha. maybe a chocolate would warm her heart. haha. and it did. phew!

anyways, didnt catch the Great Challenge with Khoirul and Acetam today. was too tired. haha. maybe some other time dudes. haha. oh yah, now msging her. so i better go now. haha. peace out.


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