first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Friday, October 01, 2004

haha. what a good moment to end the most fucked up day. haha. the comm skills that were suppose to hand in today were stop on its track as the fucking computers in the schools have low ram and it can't open a 0.98mb file. yeap. you read it correctly. zero point nine eight fucking mega fucking bytes!!!! grrr. damn pissed. at least Ms ooi gave us time to hand in on Monday instead. haha. shes damn nice about it. nice and firm. not literally. but technically. ahahaha.

haha. accompany shahul to meet Ms Kau to present his semestral assessment. ahax. it was quite funny as Hui Hui and Kia Fang were busy taking pictures while there are people presenting their projects. ahaha. Lydia took a picture of me, shahul n nora together. haha. i dont want to be in it but she is so persistent about it that i give in. haha. nice one Lyd. ahax.

accompany Shahul after that to Causeway Point and we chill for a while before his friend came. chatted for awhile and we hang out again at the back of the control station. haha. she is somewhere in the Causeway Point leh! haha. i told her to come find us and to just relax with us. haha. at first, it was awkward as this is our first meeting ah. hehe. she look so cute with her black shirt and jeans. we talk and talk for like an hour plus before she says that she have to go back home. ahax. it was quite fun though. making fun of each other. acting silly. haha. a nice gerl. ;)



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