first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

yeap. the day has come. after 30(or 31) gruelling days of fasting, finally the big day is here. woohoo! one full month of celebrations. haha. as if. maybe after 2 wks, the mood will die down. :P. anyways, i would like to take this opportunity to arrange 10 fingers in an apologetic manner and ask for forgiveness to all those people i have hurt by my sarcasm remarks, hurting words, unintentionally crude comments and some intentionally. i hope that everything will be water under the bridge, aite? :D. forgive and forget.

anyways, wore pink this year. am proud of it though. haha. though had some embarrasing comments about the colour. but hey. what the hell. i'm comfortable with my sexuality. i don't mind wearing that colour. give me yellow, pink and any light colours any day. haha. moving on. went to my aunt's home at Jurong NTI where my paternal grandmother was there residing. she keeps moving around. i wonder if she's a squatter. haha. anyways, not many people were there. waited for the rain to subside first before we went to my maternal grandparents' home at marine terrace.

it was crazy. throngs of people were around. i love it! haha. after having nasi briyani with my cousins, we went down to buy some "bunge api" to launch a rocket. haha. it was funny at first as the first rocket nearly explode by itself and gradually emits a smell that is so damn wicked that it nearly send me coughing like hell. haha. but the second rocket didn't fare any better. haha. it fell as soon as it began to take off. haha. angry sparks were seen spurting out of the so-called "rocket". haha. luckily we set it off at a nearby multi-storey carpark. as soon as it began to spurt out the sparks, we ran off like mad. scared liao if anything should happen. right, baem? :D. ahax. anyways, went home at four. didn't actually got that much today. haha. but did received 50 bucks from mah daddy. :P.


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