first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

this is what happen yesterday, aite? haha.

haha. yeap. after one long week of not seeing each other. we finally met for the umpteenth times. i have to admit. i kinda miss her. well, alot though. even if i didnt admit to her. hehe. anyways, wore a black shirt which have a picture of a monkey and a catchphrase: "got hula?" or sth like that, and a black jeans. haha. smart tau! haha. :P.

anyways, met her at Woodlands Control Station at exactly 2pm to begin our date. we walk around the mall first before proceeding to Bugis and catch the movie "Shark Tale" which is shown at 4.30pm. haha. before the movie started, we ate our so-called lunch at a nearby burger king. we chatted for awhile before proceeding to the nearby Bugis Village. saw a few stuffs, but didn't buy any as we weren't in the mood. she waited for me while i finish my cigarette and she chance upon her primary school mate. just smile but didn't went further. :D.

so there we are, watching the movie when out of the blue, Dino, Ain's brother, called. haha. he ask for directions to Vista Point. i misheard him and i thought he wanted the directions to Compasspoint or sth like that which i knew is in Hougang. so i told him that he should take the bus 161. ahax. i felt idiotic after i realised my mistake and i ask her who in turn told me that it should be 900. haha. i phone him back and tell him the correct bus. hahaha. what an idiot. :P.

moving on. after the movie, we took the train back to Woodlands and just chilled there till it was time to go home. i realised that we both had a lot to talk about. and we practically did for a couple of hours. thats the good thing about the relationship between me and her. we can talk endlessly for hours without ever missing any topic. haha.

so this is today.

woke up at around 11 in the morning and went to take a bath to get ready for the jamming session with my cousins. arrived at lokman's place at around 1 pm in hougang. yahya and aby noh has already arrived. and damn that baem was late as ever. and from there, we took off for Boon's jamming studio or some shit like that. haha.

we ate at a nearby prata place and ironically, there weren't any pratas around. (shit!) haha. but hey, did ate nasi goreng which i couldn't finish. who could as it was full of green veggies. hahahaha. anyways, jamming was good. played a couple of songs. the one song that really was so-called synchronised: In the shadows. hahahahahah. yeap. and New Born was close to perfect. oh well, theres always next time.

met her at Bugis after the session and boy was i glad that i saw her again. haha. can't get enough of her, lor! ahax. anyways, she was with her three cousins. Shida(who have been annoyingly sms-ing me trying to get points.), Danial(who i dislike before. but not now. i was wrong bout him. sorry, dude.) and his sister. haha. anyways, follow them to a couple of shops before they decided to go to her place. took the train and hug her along the journey as the place was getting jam-packed. although i met her for awhile, i was glad that i did. argh! can't wait for this friday. woohoo. jalan raye with her. yeah.


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