first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

yeap. this is referring to yesterday's events.

met her around 1 at Causeway Point. she dress very nice. haha. what with her neatly groomed hair and her jeanskirt. :D. had our branch at the top floor. i forgot the name of the Food Court. Horizon or something like that. oh well. ate nasi lemak. very very delicious. haha. shld try it out someday.

walked around a bit. window-shopping that is. saw this coffin-shape handphone bag which reminds me of Lydia's. haha. wow. quite pricey eh. :P. anyways, Lok called to say he arrived already. finished up our window-shopping and went to the control station of Woodlands to meet him. not long before Flint arrived. haha. i must say. Flint do shop like a girl. haha. no pun intended. but seriously, he had a hard time choosing clothes that were downright suitable for him. hahaha.

off we went to Queensway next. it was a hard, bumpy ride taking 961. reached there an hour later. at least i got to sleep on my baby's shoulder. awwww. haha. and she slept on mine also ah. reciprocate ah. :P. so there we were. me, my boo, Flint and Lok at Queensway. trying to find the shirt that Flint has his eyes on. a replica of Dominic Howard's shirt. he always go ga-ga for him. ahaha.

as the price was a bit pricey, he took the liberty to call it a day and retire to the nearest McDonald's. he and Lok ate the new Beef burger thingy. quite nice though. haha. oh yah. met Revolution VI there. muahaha. i was talking about Jebson, Eng Koon, Zhi Wei, Si Song, Wilson, Ken Boon. hahaha. wow! how they have changed. nice meeting u guys. ;). before i forget, i and Yayah were going through a few shirts in a certain shop there where she saw this particular long sleeved shirt that i simply adore as it depicts my all time favourite band, Muse. hahaha. i am saving my money to buy it. 25 smackers. haha. maybe gonna buy it on tuesday or sth. hahaha. ;).

took the wrong bus, courtesy of my boo. muahaha. but hey, people make mistakes. haha. we hop on the train towards Pasir Ris and alight at City Hall. walked towards Esplanade and proceed to the library there. wow. the view there is excellent. overlooking the river. hahaha. nice one. anyways, tried very hard to find the particular book. but failed. oh well, i can just look for it on the net for her. ahax. dun worry, i will. :D.

reach Woodlands at around 8.15pm and went to the Pasar Malam there. wowee! lots of people there. knock here, knock there. hahaha. nahbey! oh yah. Yayah's foot was stepped by this apek when she wanted to top up her ezlink card at Woodlands earlier in the day. hahaha. very the sad sae. ahah. but she is doing fine now. :). anyways, sat at a nearby bench at one of those void decks and had our so called dinner. haha. walked her home, as usual, and told her that to be careful if she happens to walk home alone at night. as there are many foreign workers there who gave us lots of cold stares as we went past them. hmm. hopefully they don't harm her. i am damn worried. :S.


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