first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Monday, February 21, 2005

yeap. got MMC just now. argh! can say that i was prepared for it. stayed up till 5am the day before to crash my brain. turns out, it was quite challenging. but i manage to answer all of the questions. well except about the SIMM and the DIMM. haha. moronic assholes.

i hate the idea of people eyeballing me for no apparent reason. c'mon man. its like, do i owe you anything? did i step on ur feet or something? grow up ah. cos this little incidents can lead to much greater stuffs. fights and all. trust me. i've been there, done that. but lately, i have tone down abit. whenever i caught someone staring at me, i will nod and smile at them. haha. its that simple. i felt good. knowing that the person is seething with anger. haha. do the maths. that person is trying to find trouble with you. and when you stare back, you comply with them and in turn will resort to violence from the verbal abuse that will surely being led to. hahaha. so there you go. SMILE!

watched Hide and Seek last saturday. haha. oh man! what a twist. im not gonna spoil the fun for you guys but i can't help the fact that Dakota Fanning, the girl with those big eyes, kept me guessing what she would do next. a promising actress at a tender age of 11. man, shes got talent. you will get shocked at the end of the movie. hahahaha.

i love the fact that i have a girlfriend. i mean, seriously. although i am not aiming for a long-term relationship, i still enjoy the company that comes with it. like. whenever i am down, she was there for me. lifting me high up. encouraging me not to give up and stuffs. let me tell you. she is one committed girl. she have this mentality that i too have. she would not leave me for anything. me too!!! God! thank you so much for our relationship. i would like to take this opportunity to say that i love my girlfriend alot. yeap. definitely a keeper. ;).


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