first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

i'm fucking lazy to update this thingy. argh! oh well!

the past week has been great. had a jamming session with my cousins. played New Born(which was somewhat a routine.), Needles(a lifesaver. haha. if not for this song, that session would have sucked.), Last Resort(intro only.), Smells Like Teen Spirit(went smoothly but cocked up at the end.) and the Lovehunter's song. hahaha.

on the eve of Valentines' Day, went out with her to catch the GK3 movie. haha. funny shit. a malay movie ah. alright ah. a few twists here and there. but one thing's for sure. Sarimah Ibrahim is DAMN HOT!!!!! i dun mean it as an understatement but she got it. wooo. oh yah. haha. had a few silly incidents. she was focusing on the movie and i decided to play a trick on her. haha. her sprite is in this small compartment between us and i happen to slowly pull out the straw from the drink. hahaha. and when the time came for her to take a sip, all this while she never take her eyes off the screen, and began to reach for the straw with her mouth. hahahahahahahahahhaahaha. i laugh at her. and when she realise it, she became embarrased and began biting me. ahahaha. sorry dear. i had to do it. u so cute! ahax. :P.

everything went smoothly. for the rest of the week. hmm. wondering if i can pass that stupid Multimedia Computer common test this coming Monday. hmm. got to go study. :D.

missing my cheeky papaya. :'(.


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