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Sunday, July 10, 2005
yeaps. im back. but not sure for how long. yeaps. been contemplating on being M.I.A. again. haha. oh well, lets just get this on the way.
im feeling rather fatigue this past few days. my body aching. head spinning. thousands of thoughts have clouded my mind. all i can say is that, im pretty much confused. messed up. and im just scared that i will hurt the ones i love. i really do. haiz. i hope it wont be that worse.
BSB is back. yeaps. the legends. haha. they are finally back. with a hit single, "Incomplete", you might wonder if the boys' quest in capturing the hearts of ladies everywhere is anywhere successful. maybe they haven't yet achieved that. or maybe. just maybe, they are here for good. :D. i wish for the latter.
been listening to B.Y.O.B. for past month or so. haha. System of a Down. the thing that intrigues me bout this 4 Armenien guys, is the fact that, although they are totally different from one another, personality-wise, they make it up with some good, no, great songs. i mean, just listen to B.Y.O.B. although the verse talks about the post-Iraq war and the whatnot, they inject some humour in the chorus. talking about a party. hahaha. B.Y.O.B. can either be Bring Your Own Beer, or Bring Your Own Bomb. compliments both verse and chorus. genius. such utter genius. hahaha.
yes. i enjoy Java Programming. you read it here first. i, Mustafa Rased, am enjoying my time at the lab, doing some Java Programming. damn Valerie Chung. remember this name. when you think of Java, think of her. because of her, i began to have an interest in Java. argh.
am aiming to buy that bass at cash converter. or. maybe, at Davies. either way. haha. saw Iceman last last Friday. but Flint told me that it was gone the day after. becos of that fucking 50% sale. argh!!!! stupid cash. hate it.
im beginning to hate money.
bought almost the entire stock of Young & Dangerous. woohoo. can you believe it? ahax. but missed out on that part 5. in which many thought as the biggest flop. i mean, they are absolutely right. many missing characters. notably Chicken which has been the focus of attention for most of the series. anyways, 1 and 2 is enjoyable, with 3 being phenomenal, 4 quite laidback and 6 ends with a dramatic stand-off.
9 months has passed since the moment shes mine. i have no regrets from that day. 02/10/04. it grows. yeas. my love for her gradually and literally grows. it might sound absurd. but thats just how it went for us. like a flower. it blooms. from shy and coyness, right up to open. i keep telling myself that it is just another infatuation. it will pass. dun worry. but days passed. give it a week, i told myself. it passes. and before i know it, we became one. the following month was a total bliss for us. there might be some rocky situations. but we did manage to came out of it in one piece. i have this philosophy on love, and being in love. it just struck me awkwardly one night. well, here goes. being in love. there are many ways to see it. you might be the one giving it; might be the one taking it; but will never, ever have it. why? cause us humans are too selfish to admit it. yeas. thats right. pride. one of the deadly sins. by not admitting it, our ego swells to an immense proportion that when it gets too much for us to handle, the ones we love will incur our wrath. and thats the way it is in this world.
k. im done.
*~__ Afa Romeo ___ ~*
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