Thursday, August 04, 2005

yeah. so here i am. writing and updating my blog. damn. tomorrow's my maths common test paper. argh! im not prepared. mentally nor physically. i just hope i can scrape through. haiz.

i mean seriously. i have not even bought the book yet. seems like i dun give a shit bout this thing. argh. i dun wanna fail. i dun wanna study. now i dunnoe wats my priority. haiz. shit feelings. now i am feeling so fucked up.

i have an option. i can either start studying up with the materials i have and some of marvin's hints. or. i can just fuck this up and let nature do its best to please me. haiz. God, give me a sign!

wait. i can't just depend on HIM for everything. i mean yeah. HE is not the one who will be taking this paper. HE wont be crashing HIS brain over this maths formulaes. hmm. this is all me. i have to do this on my own. nothing and i mean nothing is gonna help me. i have to study and burn the midnight oil. hmm. im not gonna fail. yeah. im not gonna fail. im gonna pass this fucking semester. and im gonna do it now. yeah. starting from now.

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways, haha. finally let it out. hmm. k. recently celebrate my girlfriend's birthday. hehe. bought her a ring. yeap. and have it engraved: "I Love Thee". a nod to the Baz Luhrmann's movie, 'William Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet'. ;). i dunnoe ah but. haha. i just love that present. although its quite big for her ring finger. ahahahah. oh yah. its a pair of rings. one for her, and one for me. :D. now thats a couple. haha.

went out and watch Fantastic Four on her bday. well. i dun really believe its quite a Fantastic day for us though. hmm. oh well. a few days forward, and theres our anniversary. yeaps. our 10 months together. i still dun believe it. haha.

yeaps. 10 months. a week of courtship before shes mine. and now we are on the home stretch. ahax. 2 more months and we have been together for a year. wow.

i love hidayah. yeaps.
i love hidayah. weee.
i love hidayah. yum2!
i love hidayah. yahoo!


*~__ Afa Romeo ___ ~*