first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

i got a lot on my mind. there are many things that has happened for the past few months. first things first. me and my girlfriend.

it has been a rocky road for both of us. i can't deny the fact that at times i am abit jealous with her attitude towards her Mirc and Msn friends. don't get me wrong. im not the jealous type. but at times, you need to be THE MAN and step in. hmm. well, to cut the story short, everything is all peachy now. :D.

studies. hahaha. i am close to getting kicked. i mean. i have lost interest already. argh! yeaps. but i wont give up. like they say, it aint over till the fat lady sings right? ahha. i believe shes about to start her encore. ahax.

next up. Hypnotize. yeash! finally got that album on 28/11/2004. haha. an excellent album from the amazing System of a Down. hahaha. let me run through the list of the songs.

1) Attack (9/10) - reminds me of BYOB. the heavy guitar riffs are so damn super that it got me hooked. a wonderful way to open the album.
2) Dreaming (9/10) - i love the way Sarj and Daron synchronised their voices in unison. well, this isnt the only song they will be doing that. overall, i love the catchy verse: "Dreaming, of screaming."
3) Kill Rock & Roll (8/10) - as i heard the intro, i didn't expect the crazy riffs to follow. haha. abit too short. but. what can i say. haha. when Daron said the phrase,"when i kill rock and roll!", seems to me that he enjoys it. cheers to that.
4) Hypnotize (10/10) - haha. sorry. have to give full marks for this outstanding song. yesh. the remarkable intro, plus the catchy chorus completes the jungle thumping solo in the middle of the song. kudos to SOAD.
5) Stealing Society (9/10) - honestly, when i listen to this song. the first group that came to mind is non other than the beach boys. hahaha. yeaps. but not untill the part where the verse follow: "midnight...fist fight...looking for a mother that will get me high...just a stupid motherfucker if i die i die..." hahahaha. the drums were crazy and so were the lyrics.
6) Tentative (10/10) - arguably one of the finest piece ever written by Daron. although its the Daron's typical heavy guitar riffs, John's complex drumbeats, Shavo's idiotic dance moves, Sarj's booming vocals, its the lyrics that stole the show. "we're going down, in a spiral to the ground." overall, one of my personal favourite.
7) U-Fig (7/10) - what were they thinking? oh gosh! but the vocals were done awesomely. and the drums? well, John Doe's the man.
8) Holy Mountains (10/10) - reminds me of Aerials. similar in every way till the outro. but, what makes this song different is the fact that it became upbeat after the first two verse. "they have return. resting on a mountain site. we have learn. that you have no." now this is the part where i love the most. hehe. excellent song.
9) Vicinity of Obscenity (8/10) - this is the only song which talks about sex. i mean. with verses like: "Banana, banana, banana, terracotta, banana, terracotta, terracotta pie." hahaha. don't take much guessing. i don't know why but Baom seems to love this song so much. hahaha. maybe cos of the funk-inspired chorus? or the fact that it has some ridiculously funny lyrics in them.
10) Shes Like Heroien (8/10) - when i listen to the verse, the song that came to my mind. Dr Demento's Monster Mash. hahaa. i mean. seriously. thats the one and only song that have a ring to this song. hahaha. damn funny shit. but too bad i dislike it so much.
11) Lonely Day (8/10) - i thought SOAD has the Green Day fever as i listen carefully to this song. hahaha. i read somewhere that this was Daron's thing and he had to let it out of him. and so, this song was produced. haha. what can i say. Daron has a soft side to him too yeah. haha.
12) Soldier Side (11/10) - hahahaha. yeaps. you guessed it. my favourite song of the album. ironically, its the last song of the album. haha. i almost cried listening to this song. the mood there was so damn melancholy and damn touching man. argh! solid piece. "they were crying when their sons left, God is wearing black. he's gone so far to find a hope, he's never coming back. they were crying when their songs left, all young men must go. he's gone so far to find the truth, he's never coming home."

wooohoo. damn! anyways, i just wanna let u all noe that i wont blog again for the time being. alot of shits going on in life and am not gonna share it with u all yet. but. will do soon. ;). oh yeah. one more thing. i got a haircut. like Chicken from Born to be King. the Chan Ho Nam movie i got write before mah. hahaha. like a pineapple. ;).


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