first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Monday, May 22, 2006

didn't noe my gf love the song Hasrat as much as i do. haha. she's cute lah. :P. looking forward to meeting you after your exams. ahax. and ya. please study hard. before your vacation. ;).

many things happen these couple of weeks. hmm. where do i start ya?

school? was slacking all the way. what am i doing? mus! wake up! get that f'ing diploma. argh.

*bleahx*

watched Jannah's performance last night. aww. she's so sweet in that white dress of hers. hehe. and, in her words, "3 inch thick make up" didn't spoil her already beautiful face. awwww. hahaha. though i didn't understand the dance, with the books being thrown to the floor and candles being carried, i must say that the whole evening is pretty much enjoyable. ahahax. thumbs up to Jannah *wink* but thumbs down to the P.A. system. yuck!

hmmm. ape lagi eh. oh yah. waiting for Jun to msg me to teach her maths. she hasn't been performing well for it. in need of my help. well, im waiting ya. hahaha. just msg me, and i'll be there. hahaha.

oh yah. bought a flat top cap in Malaysia. 29 ringgit. if convert to dollars, will be arnd 13 bucks. haha. quite cheap. i noe. anyways, i look cute in it. ahax. oh yah. that day bought Lucky Strike softpack no filters. fuhyoooh! that is heaven ah. hahaha. cost only 7.30 ringgit. man, i love MAlaysia!!! arghhhh. ahax.

got my eyes set on the US Army green jacket. but shaik told me to think about it cos this guy, Wang Lee Hom, wears it with a lot of badges. kirekan, dia revolutionise that jacket ah. hahaha. told shaik, "Screw him ah! im buying it!" now thats GANGSTA!

lastly, wanna say sth to my ex, hidayah and wahdiah, if u r reading this:

(Nur Wahdiah Bte Mohamed Safit) [24/01/2003-05/12/2003]
its been a wonderful ride for us. although we spend much of our time via MSN and not meeting up, i kinda feel like we got connected. the fights we gone through (hell yeah i remember!), and the good times too. but hey, all of that is water under the bridge ya. hope this new chapter in our life as friends will be much better and not be plagued by fights and what not, ya. ;).

(Nur Hidayah Bte Abdul Razak) [02/10/2004-19/01/2006]
thanks for the past year and few months that we were together. we had our good times and bad. i will always remember you cos you are willing to sacrifice yourself for me. i never try to be that perfect guy for you. its beyond my reach. but i did go the distance and prove that you can count on me in times of need. i'm gonna miss your family. your mom especially. take care of yourself. i will always cherish you.


*~__ Afa Romeo ___ ~*