first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Friday, July 21, 2006

surprise her in the morning. sat on the 1st floor steps. waited for about 20 mins. was about to doze off when i heard her voice coming from the lift lobby. haha. so cute. she and her friend were dressed to the nines with their traditional clothings. :). end.

she was shocked to see me there early in the morning. haha. whou wouldn't? ahax. and there i was, calling out to her. "oit!" haha. and she turned and gave me one of the best smile i have seen for a long time. you know. that kind of smile. hahaha. not sarcastic lah! haha. a smile that would melt the hardest heart. yeah. you know what i mean. ;). end.

send her off to school for the first time. lots of secondary school kids in traditional clothes there.
when we reach the school gate, i had to do what every guy have to do. when they are not schooling, and the gf is. haiz. salam her and gave her a kiss on her right cheek before i take my leave. man, i'm gonna miss her.

7.30pm
reached at our usual place with Shaik and June. saw her seating on a bench near our sitting place. i was like, "hey, baby!" and i walk towards her. gave her a hug and a kiss on her forehead. haha. was over the moon when we started talking. she with her usual antics. laughing and giggling in between our conversations. end.

arghh! im beginning to fall deeply in love with her. yes. i am. and i can tell that she is too when i look deep into her hazel eyes. man!!!!!! this is the first time she ever fall deeply in love with her boyfriend. am i lucky or am i lucky? :). end.

ya, i noe. i loved girls before. hariana, wahdiah, hidayah. keeping them close to my heart. these 3 ex's of mine whom i really, really love when i was with them. but hey, that was the past. haha. ;). now its just ziqa. ops. i mean ika. hahaha. she hates it when i called her that. seems like im the only person in this side of earth that calls her ziqa. haha. :P. end.

i miss her badly. argh! :(.


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