first and foremost, i would like to credit both Mohd Rased bin Haji Said and Maimunah bte Haji Azis for bringing me into this world. 9 months and a few days. yes. thats a long time for someone to be carrying me in her womb. suffering. anxiety attack. yes. all that shits. thanx. for sticking through the bad and good. mom and dad. you are heaven-blessed.
i wore glasses since i was 9. 1995. yes. that was the year i got my first pair. i can't seem to remember the description. most probably gold rimmed. yes. i had class. had. before. not now. now i just settle for anything. anything that suits my face. yes. i'm ironic. and pretty contradictory at times. i can never settle for second best. i always never backs down without a fight. yes. i hate to lose. but if i have to, i would graciously step down. there you go. my ironicite is acting up. i know.
music wise. im pretty incline. yes. i can sing. i can dance. i can play instruments. though i'm a Jack of all trade, i'm not really that good. on an average level. i love to groove. alot. yes. but not always. and damn. i love to irritate my pals with my singing. its not really good and at times, pisses them off. yes. i'm Star's annoying voice. sarcasm use to be in my blood. have the tendency to just dish it out. anyone. anywhere. yes. cruel to the eye.
i hate my feelings. yes. them. that mix reaction. an attack of anxiety. the sad. the happy. the downright feeling of swimming in a pool of mud. nah. shit. dungs. yes. hate it. will come anytime. and it scares me. yes. cause i won't be sure of it. if i think i'm sad, i will not be. if i think i'm happy, i will not be. not be. will not be. contradiction. at times i just forget about it. yes. being ignorant. i know some people tend to have this philosophy. ignorance is bliss. i tried applying them. what does it do? zilch. nothing. yes. nothing. cause i'm drawn to it. yes. im a drawer. i love to eat that apple. that forbidden fruit we call temptation. at times i'm successful. yes. but most of the time? correct. one minute i'm telling myself no. and the next. what did i do? peeling off the skin.
i love to sleep. yes. anytime. anywhere. if i'm comfortable where i am. that's my mat. sleeping mat. to doze and in la la land. yes. i love it. my pals hate it. especially during the movies. yes, ladies and gentlemen. i slept in the cinema. no use hiding the fact. think about it. dark place. cooling atmosphere. no one to disturb. good movie. perfect. yes. the last few movies. with my friends. even with a girl beside me. i would just rest my elbow on the resting pad and with my palm on my cheek. i purchase the ticket. the announcement on the air. "All aboard! Next stop: La La Land!" take me away.

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Monday, September 18, 2006

i am so freaking tired of this.

first and foremost. band news. Bil is finally on his way to get his much anticipated diploma. cheers mate. hopefully, you can stay up later than usual. hehe:P. Fad fits in the band like a glove. as you can see, he is the latest addition to the brotherhood. hope all goes well with his studies too. Shaik is currently serving time at Tekong but got his wisdom tooth hurt in the process. that's gonna hurt when he's singing though. damn~! Shahul is on the path of recovery. his right knee is looking good these days and he got the cheek to walk around without his crutches. what a rebel. lol. am looking forward to buy my own sets of drums by the end of the year. BV took a lot of time preparing for this. hopefully it will be successful in times to come.

my girlfriend. it has been smooth sailing since the last anniversary. oh yah. we are celebrating 4 months on the 19th. how time flies eh? haha. i still can't believe that its already 1/3 of a year. haziqa has been a great companion. always been the punching bag. not literally or anything. its just that, i bully her too long. too much. haha. but she loves it. and i love it too. :). can say that we both have an unusual way of communicating with each other, eh?

lokman and hakim has just entered adulthood by serving time at Jalan Bahtera. 2 years as a CD man. gonna miss them during the weekdays though. well, Hakim's gonna spend loads of time with his fiancee, Maria. Lok is all i'm gonna see. and i don't mind though. haha. he is funny as hell. :).


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