Friday, June 01, 2007

yes. its been that long. one week. two weeks. more. yes. i tried updating my blog but i can't. my home. can't. that day. on a saturday. tried loading the page. waited. and i do. slept through with the com still on. still loading the page. morning came. the sun rise. the rays bathe my room. switch on my monitor. and there it is. still there. loading. and loading. i kick my damn cpu. and the screen fade to black. the scene and literally.

i am totally confuse now. my mind is literally spinning. yes. like a dancer on a dance floor. a ballet dancer in the midst of a performance. am facing a forked road. left and right. east and west. the point where i have to make a decision. and to not regret. to be happy. or not. to be loved. or not. anyone in their right mind will choose the former. but i don't know. its damn difficult.

opinion?

i miss my friend.
i gave her a teddy for her birthday.
its not much.
i know.

at least it will take care of her when she is alone.

i hope.


*~__ Afa Romeo ___ ~*