Saturday, February 16, 2008
theres this thing that happened not long ago. and i must say, its the worst thing that could ever happen to anyone.
i am confuse. in the mix up. on the fence. its hurting. yes, it does. with its pointy sharp gates having a ball, feasting on my rear. i dont blame it. its my fault. i deserve it. i ought to be put on a stake and be exhibitioned infront of a sell out crowd and be scrutinised from head to toe while slowly enduring the pain and suffering of that once polished butt of mine being humiliated and staked. how excruciating and delightfully exciting.
i love them. yes. but why must it come to this? i dun blame fate. i dun blame life. i dun blame anything or anyone. its me. i did that. i did all of it on my own. my choice. my own wants. and needs. and they are suffering because of me. i should have done it a long time ago. leave them. free to make their own choices. never want to exploit their decisions with my ways. i noe i am different. i noe i drive u all crazy. up the walls and into the ceiling. yes i make that heart of yours pump blood more faster than anyone. annoys you with my antics. and on top of all that, i love you all like no one else did. i make a difference in your life. as you all have done to me.
why?
i should never be in love.
*~__ Afa Romeo ___ ~*
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